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Sunday, November 15, 2009

I've been MIA for a total of 6 days, and its not just MIA from blog, friends or the internet. I havent been home for 6 days. No, im not at a chalet, nor am i gone for holiday.
During the 6 days, i was suffering, in the hospital. Yes. 6 long days in the hospital is no fun t all. There's no wireless network, so i made a little diary of my stay.. BUT, im too lazy to type all out right now.. Besides, i just got discharged, im supposed to rest, not blog. Hehe..
Anyway dearest was really sweet to come see me for the whole 6 days.. Sometimes a little late, but he never failed to show.
I hated my experience there. Its horrible. Will update on my stay another day..

Tata~

Monday, November 9, 2009

Hot

Girls nite out yesterday was HOT. Literally as i was having a fever. Totally pushed myself to the max. Yikes. I would have felt bad if i were to leave right after dinner.. Didnt drink much that nite, but i cant remember the details of the nite.. Hopefully i wasnt embarassing myself in any way!

Seen a dr today. Temp was 38.9'C. My skin felt like it was lighted with fire, burning. But my bones feels like its wrapped in ice. Dr says its unresolved UTI. But my UTI was loooonng gone. And the worse part is that every bone/ joint in my fingers, toes, neck, shoulders, knees and pelvis ached like crazy. I can 'crack' my knuckles every 30 min..
Fever has been onto me like 3 days now.. And im blogging early in the morning cuz i have nothing else to do. Waking up every half and hour is annoying, so at 4.30am, i decided not to sleep at all.

Here i am, with an MC today.. But not even getting rest. SIGH.

Saturday, November 7, 2009

Excited

Super excited! Going out with my girls tonite! Finally Stef is coming along.. For the past month she's in hibernation.

BUT. Im having a fever now. With terrible headache. Sigh. Im guessing a low grade fever with a degree of prolly 37.9 to 38.. Was shivering throughout the nite and trying to stick close to baby to steal his warmth. Covered myself with my 'chou-chou' blankie.

Now have to rush to work. Sigh.

~Fe-ver in the morning, fever all through the nite.~

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

im not blogging enough.

baby says that im not updating my blog enough. So here's the update he wants to see..

Dr is back frm leave. Dunno to be sad or happy.. =/
Im so tired! Not sleeping enough these few days.. Sleeping late due to TV. Eye bags becoming worse n worse.
Pay came n gone. This month is TIGHT. Payment for insurance already took up half my salary. And no OT salary for this month! =(

Somebody told me yesterday : be practical when choosing a degree course.
I told her : money is the most practical.

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Leave.

Dr on leave. Dont know if i should be happy or annoyed.

Friday, October 23, 2009

Dreams are my Reality

I've been dreaming of 2 things the past 5 nights. I repeat. 5 nights.
One, my work. I keep dreaming of my workplace and me working, n teaching the new girl. I wonder is its my subconcious still working at the clinic. But whatever it is, im exhausted. A whole day at the clinic and back home, im still 'at the clinic'. Stressout to the max.
Two, baby ignoring me. I keep dreaming that i made him real angry. And he just ignores me. No matter how i say im gonna leave, he doesnt care.
Sigh.. These are nightmare to me. My eyebags are showing not because i dont sleep enough. But becuz im not getting proper sleep at all. :(
And im abit sick. Still forced to work. H1N1 perhaps?

Despite the cough, im still eating Mac! I want to play the monopoly! Im left with one piece each of all the colours to collect.. Hehe.. Hopefully i'll win somethin. Im using my health to exchange the prize eh...

Sunday, October 18, 2009

I was stupid.

Why did i have to stoop unto her level of childishness? Come to think of it, its funny, foolish and stupid.
Pushing, shouting and pointing fingers. I should have just punched her in the face.
The devil came, and i played with it. Haha..

But thanks arh my friends, for keeping me in place. LOL.

Clubbing yesterday was a wrong choice. A public holiday? I should have known better. And there was so many teenage ah lians and ah bengs. Sigh.
Songs were not that great either.

BUT the best thing was the company and the chivas that Fang bought. hehe.


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